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NEW JOURNAL = _frail
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- much love,
: lesley<33
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| no return.* |
[08 Sep 2003|05:59pm] |
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: today was boring. school was boring. rob is going to come visit me later though. i have to get tickets from him for the show on the 26th. i told the band [inveighsion] that i'd help them sell some... so jessie's going to help me with it around the school and stuff. i also have to give him pictures to give to joel. basically it. nothing exciting happened today at all. i took some pictures last night... well 2... here.
( smeared black ink )
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| surrender your heart.* |
[06 Sep 2003|03:55pm] |
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kevin playing the guitar |
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. i saw rob last night for a bit. he drove jessie, rhea, sarah and i to the lodge. he stayed with us for a bit, then went to gregs party. lynne upset him... and he explained to me that he was diagnosed as a manic depressive. told me he wanted to tell me before anything got serious between us. i like him... im happy im with him... <3.
. the show however was alright. theos band [ispoke] played and i saw at the mercy of inspiration [atmoi]. atmoi werent as good as they usually are. oh well. i also saw some other bands in which i forget the names of them... but i bought a cd of one that were touring canada... horse the band. their from california. they were pretty good. i dont know why i bought the cd though... i can really only listen to 'emoxcore' live. whatever though.
. im going to be making a new livejournal... i might give this one away... most likely. ill let you all know once i get it though. i need to find an LJ code first though. anyone have one? *blushes*
. tonight we might be drinking at jessies house. i dont know who 'we' are... but yeah. whoever shows up i guess, or whoever we call.
. im bored... and feel dirty. i need a shower.
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| you guys are fucking crazy.* |
[04 Sep 2003|04:16pm] |
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. its my moms birthday today =D... but its not much of a birthday for her =(. today she found out that her work was shutting down at the end of november. so, she'll be left with no job. its sad... she seamed so upset when she told me on the phone. *sigh*. well, we're taking her out for dinner tonight to cheer her up a bit.
. jessie's mom asked me if i wanted to go to dominican republic with them over christmas break. i really want too... my mom said she'd think about it... but now that she wont have a job soon, it will be hard pulling out the cash. even though my dad has a job... hes not getting that much work right now, so argh.
. today at school was alright. i did all my work... well the most that i could do. i can tell already that im going to ate chemistry and anthropology... but yeah. whatever. nothing i can do now... im not changing my coarses because i need them for what i want to be. hopefully i do good in school this year. ill make it happen. i have to impress my parents and jessie's mom. so, yeah.
. lodge show tomorrow. im excited. i havent been to one in so long. bonus = i get to see my big brother again! theo <3. i havent seen or talked to him in forever. his bands playing... so anyone who can... get your ass to the lodge. thanks and ill love you forever.
. jessie got me addicted to Flashlight Brown. what a whore. argh.
. rob came and saw me at lunch yesterday <3 :). he took sarah, alex and i to mcdonalds. yep. yay.
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| why i like vinyl.* |
[03 Sep 2003|06:08pm] |
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songs from my friend theo's side project |
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. so, i got bored the other day and decided to take some pictures. here they are. enjoy. i still have to post the pics from the cottage. wont be too long. i promise <3.
( scene sluts and beer guts )
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| there is just regret... repeating in my head.* |
[01 Sep 2003|09:23pm] |
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Finch - Ender |
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. i got home from jessies cottage at like 7:10. =D i had a really good time. we drank on saturday with the peterborough boys. toomy [spelling?] tried to get with me. sammy is now my best friend and rob was rad. jodie was a prick. he made out with jessie and then went to katie. then he tried to get with me, pam and lisa. uncool. i have pictures and stuff... but i havent uploaded them yet. so hold your horses. we watched like 10 movies. lmao. session 9 is such a freaky movie. omg. ahh.
. tomorrow is school. i dont want to go at all... but what can i do about it. im going to wear my skirt =D. yep, true story. hopefully rob comes and sees me afterwards. he said he needs to 'talk to me about something.' eep.
. my brother and i are having an arguement of what screamo is. hes an idiot. lmao.
. i want a white permanent marker. lianne had one and i want to steal it from her. ahhhh. hehehe. maybe i will... secretly.
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| too much fighting on the dance floor.* |
[24 Aug 2003|05:50pm] |
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The Specials - Ghost Town |
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. im in love with the specials. i love their music. <3333. bah. i cant stop listening.
. omg. i've got to say that last week was probably been the best week of my whole summer. i was hardly online... i went out everyday with people i love so much. my gosh. jessie, rhea and sarah and awesome. i dont know what i would do without them. <333.
. at the beginning of last week, jessie and i craved horny tims so bad, but scott wouldn't drive us to get some. *tear* we'll show him. eventually we went like about 6 times during the week. we chilled with james [our gay man slut] and rhea, monica, will and myself went to wonderland. friday sarah came home, but i didn't see her till last night. the ohCREW [rhea, me, jessie + sarah] slept at jessies.
. we were going to go to a show last night... but it got cancelled, so rob met us at the lodge and then he drove us to jessies. we chilled there and decided we wanted to go drive around more... so he took us to brad's house. tristan and jeff were there. we sat outside for a bit and then desided we wanted to drive aroudn more. so we followed brad to tim hortons and we sat in there for a bit and then decided we wanted to go to a fuckt up park by some school. so we did... and then my i called my mom and she said we should make out way back to jessies cause it was 11:35. lmao. so i was like 'uggh kay' so we all went there and watched some 80's porn... the plot was so fucked up that none of us were really interested. i fell asleep on rob and rhea took a picture of me waking me up. jeff, tristan, jessie and sarah were playing a game... rhea, jeff and brad were just sitting there too. then rob left and me, sarah and jeff got food... then we went outside for a bit cause jeff wanted a smoke and he told us about his whole life... lmao. it was kinda sad... not in the pathetic way. then we went and checked jeff's e-mails to see when they were playing for the sex pistols show tomorrow but he didn't get an e-mail... and then we searched the web for kung fu fighting stick men and he found this game... and he went totally insane. it was so funny. then at like 2:30 sarah, rhea, jessie, jeff and me wanted to go to horny tims but brad and tristan were watching a movie... so jeff went downstaires and they decided they should head home anyways cause brad had to drive some chick home around 3:00 anyways. so we said goodbye... gave jeff and tristan hugs... brad we didn't really know so we just said bye to him and then we walked to tim hortons and then came back and slept =D. true story. it was a fun night... very fun =D.
. sex pistols show tomorrow with dropkick murphys and inveighsion <3. fun fun fun.
. rhea and i had a sleepover at my house the night before wonderland. we decided to put on a bunch of makeup and take pictures... here are the results.
( pressure drop )
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| not gunna fade away.* |
[19 Aug 2003|03:10pm] |
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Senses Fail - Free Falling Without a Parachute. |
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. omg. im back? no way... *grins* who missed me? =). i got loads of pics and stories to tell. i had a fabulous time, but of coarse i missed you all so much. the pictures i took are mostly landscape pictures and i dont appear in any of them. so sorry. anyways. i dont want to take all your time... so if you want to know about the trip just message me on msn or aim. enjoy the pics =). click click click.
( open my veins and let the romance bleed away )
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| stay awake.* |
[02 Aug 2003|02:42pm] |
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: so, im leaving on a jet plane... i dont know when i'll be back again. whos gunna miss me? =o).
: im going to scotland, TONIGHT. omfg. im excited. <3.
: ill take loads of pics and all that junk ;o).
: ill miss you guys.
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| everything will work out.* |
[31 Jul 2003|10:26pm] |
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.hopesfall. - the end of an era |
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the picture quality sucks balls... sorry guys.
( yarr )
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| *cant wait to carry on again. |
[31 Jul 2003|07:32pm] |
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Bleeding Through - Rise |
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: tomorrow is my last day of summer school, if you even want to call it that. its just to pick up my mark and check out how i did on my exams. i had one this morning and yesterday morning. i believe i did pretty good on both of them. well, hopefully anyways.
: rob came and picked me up from school at 10:50 and drove me home. he went to the cottage with maya at around noon... so i wont see him again for a while, seeing as how im going to scotland on saturday for two weeks.
: sean and i have been talking shit about jeremy non stop for about a half hour. its quite fascinating how both our views somehow link together. jer really needs to stop thinking that popularity is key and getting intoxicated every day is cool. he'd be a much cooler kid if he found out who he really was and wasn't so damn annoying. oh well.
: there really hasn't been much going on lately. spending time with friends and such. *shrugs* been quite boring being in school most of my summer, but it will soon lighten up. hope so anyways.
: im still as vein as i once was. taking pictures every second. yes. i know... pathetic. i have so many to show... but i dont know how to do that LJ cut code thing =(. someone tell me. lol.
: i went shopping with my lovely sarah yesterday after my exam. we went to streetsville with her sister cause they had an electolysis appointment [eyebrows] but since we had time to kill we went into full tilt for a bit and then we went to get ice cream, then all of a sudden joel popped up and he sat with us and talked for a bit. told us about his show in buffalo and how we should go, etc. then joel disappeared with one of his friends that he was meeting and sarah and jen decided to cancel their appointment so we took the bus back to meadowvale mall and jen said that she was just going to go home because she didn't want to go to the mall. sarah and i took the bus to erin mills and talked around for a bit. we went into west 49 and picked out shoes for sarah... jon helped us. he was all sad cause we were having a good time and he was working. poor jon. he put sarahs shoes on for hold, then we went to the food court and got food [duh... hense why we went to the food court] and then we went to le chataeu and bought pirate shirts. mines black and white stripped and sarahs is red and black [my colours] stripped. she saw a shirt there too, but meh. we met up with her mom. saw scott walking to work... so we walked with him and then bought the shoes. fun fun. then i went home and studied.
: i went to the mall again with kuljeet from summer school today for half an hour cause i had time to kill before rob showed up and i couldn't call him cause my phone wouldn't let me dial anything. arrrrg... well we went into urban planet cause shes a little thugged out girl lmao... and i saw this skirt that i liked. *laughs*... a skirt. i know. me... in a skirt. but it was cute. so i want to go buy it :P lmao.
: true story.
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| and i was left here bleeding.* |
[17 Jul 2003|04:30pm] |
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Boys Night Out - The Only Honest Love Song |
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: call me vein, but im absolutely obsessed with taking pictures of myself. i dont know whats come over me. my digicam used to sit in a shaded corner collecting cobwebs. things have changed, most definetly. today [b]wont[/b] have a little picture post. i dont think its necessary for there to be one every time i write in here, plus... who needs to see my face. lmao.
: so, im going to maya's party on saturday. should be fun, even though i wont know that many people. rob asked me if i wanted anything [alcohol], but i said no. i told my self the last time that i drank it would be the last for a while and im going to keep my word for it. it hurts my poor little tummy anyways, so its all good right? :o).
: jessie and rob came over last night. we watched mr.bean. i think im the only one who found it comical. jessie and rob hardly laughed, arrrg. oh well. jessie left around 11:00 and rob left at midnight. fascinating indeed :).
: i had my chemistry unit test today. lmao. i failed for sure. its jessie and robs fault for comming over last night and not letting me study *blushes*... lmao, its really not... i refused to do it when they were here. oh well. i know ill pass summer school... if i dont... ill shoot myself in the leg... that way, ill still be living... unless... i might die of blood loss. ack. forget that idea.
: im going to the mall today with my mom to buy new clothes... infact, im going now. ta-ta.
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| the image still hurts my eyes.* |
[15 Jul 2003|01:44pm] |
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AFI - Sacrifice Theory |
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: so, i feel like im going to puke up stomach acids if i dont eat soon. =o\... i really need food. i didn't eat at all yesterday! NOTHING. *sigh*... im not starving myself, i swear. aaap. someone come to my house and make me food. k thnx :D
: school was so boring today. i dropped... like 10%?... lmao... i did really bad on this [b]one[/b] quiz and i drop to a flipping 67% from a 78%. not cool. apparently since i talked today for the debate ill get my mark raised up a few. so w.e... i mean, all im really there for is too pass... =o\.
: rob helped me with my homework last night, cause im dumb and i didn't know how to do it, but then after i while i got it. my mom wouldn't let him come over. i was so mad and i felt so bad because he was going to go to lynnes house if he wasn't going to come here for a movie... but lynne already started the movie, but then he went to maya's. he asked me to go, but my mom was being a cock again and said i had to do my homework here and not get anyone to help me. how ghey.
: i need a new digi cam... i was taking pictures last night and i dropped it... it wouldn't turn on for like 15 minutes... eep. then i got it to work. ack. i need a smaller one. ill tell my dad i want one for christmas. lmao. <3.
: i got new pics... and since i have nothing to talk further on... ima post one.
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| *can't fight the feeling. |
[13 Jul 2003|04:11pm] |
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Mad Caddies - My Girlfriend |
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: today i got my pictures back from rhea. we forgot to take them out of her bag when we dropped her bag off after the mall. aaap. well, i got em back and they are all so good. =). there was just a bunch of pictures down town of sarah, jen, karly, me, nicole + joel. yeah fun fun. a couple pictures of final notice, nicole with her bathing suit on and just a bunch of dumb pictures. lmao. including the picture of joel with the sunscreen on his nose, j lo sunglasses and the bottom of his shirt pulled through his collar. good times indeed <3.
: rhea and i went to the movies with rob, caitlyn [rob's sister -- sorry if i spelled your name wrong], lynne, maya [spelling?], and a bunch of other people i didn't know. i didn't know lynne till last night talking to her on msn. its all good. it was fun. the movie was rad. pirates in the caribbean. its really worth seeing. =).
: rhea slept over after the movie. fun fun. karly and nicole [karlys friend - shes nice] came over for a bit before we went to the movies. it was fun, indeed.
: my parents had a bunch of my relatives over yesterday. my bed was stolen from me, luckly my brother, neil, slept over at liannes [his girlfriends] or karly and i wouldn't have had a bed to sleep in. yeah, so karly slept over. we watched kids in the hall with kevin [my oldest brother], then went and walked her dog, then we watched like half an hour of "the hours"... the intro to that movie is way too fucking boring and long... so we turned it off. lmao.
: i have school tomorrow, i really dont want to go. chemisty is so fucking confusing its not funny =o\. oh well, ill get through it. i have a 78% in that class as of last wenesday [after biology unit test], so im doing A okay. im pretty sure ill pass. hopefully *crosses fingers*.
: i feel kinda ass like today and i dont feel like doing my homework, but i really should. aaap.
: rob asked me to go to some party with his next saturday. i gosta ask my mommy though. *blushes* he also said he'd call me today sometime... which he hasn't done yet. arrrg. lmao, kidding, im not mad. apparently im a pirate now [head of seduction]. fascinating i must add.
: theres something wrong with my speakers... its making me mad... =(.
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| if i shot you in the face, you'd be so much cuter.* |
[10 Jul 2003|10:14pm] |
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Across Five Aprils - Blue Eyed Suicide |
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: so i got a new livejournal. my old one was stArstruckxXx. i'll probably be taking all those posts and putting them in here so i can give away my stArstruckxXx one or something. =o/.
: summer, well... that could be going just a bit better than i really expected. school is horrible. i get SO much homework and i have no time for my own social life on weeknights anymore. even in school i had time to go out on weeknights. what a waste of summer. oh well, day after schools over is warped and then the day after that im going to scotland for two weeks, so that should be fun.
: august 25th im going to see inveighsion and sex pistols :o). inveighsion is my friend rob's band... and anyone who lives anywhere close to the fucking molsen ampeth [sp? lmao] theatre better fucking go... you know... where Ontario Place is? yeah, there. go or die from a bloody knife. <3. thank you.
: im planning on going to st. kitts one weekend and spend some good ol time with travis <3. we have a master plan... that none of you get to know about it [cause... there really is no master plan].
: so, ive put another boy behind me... *raises eyebrows* whatever. boys will be boys. =o/.
: jessie, cheer up eh ;o)... boys suck... every girl knows it.
: i have nothing else to say right now <3. everyone i know better fucking add me to their favourites. thanks <3. lmao.
: omg eww... so here's me... ack. <3
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